Thoughts…

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It has been a long time since I last blog. I didn’t have the time to sit down in front of my computer and blog. There are just so many things to do currently.

These few days, I have like tons of negative thoughts going through my mind. It is pretty hard for me to share it with you guys as I don’t even know how to put it in words. Everything in mind is just so messed up.

Is all of these really adult life? Or is all of these just my messed-up life? I don’t know what did I do in my past life that cause my current life to be so so so messed up.

Sometimes I like to be alone but sometimes I hate to be alone. The time that I want to be alone is the time that I would want to chill by myself, walking around with music to my ears and just thinking about my life. The time that I don’t want to be alone is the time I would (hope) someone could be just here beside me. There’s no need for any conversations too. Just someone beside me will do.

I’m just sad and disappointed with myself…